One thing that I want to tell you is... I do not have believe in any long term-ish what ever. Long term goal, long distance relation, long term relationship. Bla bla bla.
Where am I in next 5, 7, 8, 10 years later? I mean seriously... Even my plans right now already ruined and you fricking asked me about that?
I even cant dream about my future will be. I even afraid with my future to be honest.
I dont believe in long term plan. No more.
And I probably hate it.
When I am planning my future... The failed one keep monstering me all the time. So I quit. I quit being a smart ass.
I just want to live now. I dont believe with my future lately. I lost my confidence about my future but I covered it well. Because humab looove to hearing a good bluffing.
Dont you worry bout it. Well none care actually Ell ;)
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