Wednesday, December 16, 2015

How A Year Can Change Everything

15 days to the end of the year. End of 2015.

When I was young I always excited about making new resolution(s) for new year. But now.. I even not interested. Have no idea whats the goal for next year what to reach next year. 

Recap for this year so far started life with super awful feeling! I felt like a crap. Knocked down and feel powerless. How a super broken heart can destroy your dream. Stupidly made myself being hurted again and again. Felt sooo let down. I tho this year will be an awful one. 

But I fought that. Have you ever heard "fake it till you make it" ? That is exactly what I did. Faking the smile. Fight the pain inside of my heart. 
Until I make and foun my own happiness again. By a simple one and an easy way to be happy again. 
Until I really dont care what life had done to me. It just piece of shit of life that I need to face. 

So what will I do for next year?
I might have plans to do but it just because it already preparing that from this year. 
Like running and hockey. 
But for career, life, and love. I think I wont plan anything special or go for something great or else. 
Lets play an easy and simple game of life. Because at the end nothing to worry about. 
What goes around comes around.

Oh actually I have a promise that I will do this year but I feel not ready yet. Hopefully will do that next year. *collecting my guts *gleg



Xxx
Ello



Saturday, October 3, 2015

Running Essentials

When I was young this sentence is often written in any media. "Running is the cheapest sport". Well yeah it's true. Basically. To run you just need your sport clothes and a pair of shoes.

But when you start to in to running those ain't enough. For the shoes you need to know what shoes is suits in you. Mostly people go for brand without knowing what foot type they are. Wrong shoes will lead you to injury. The most expensive shoes not always the best shoes for you. 

After you got your shoes what you wear during run also matter. Long time ago cotton was believed become the most perfect to wear in sport. Because it absorbs your sweat. But recent research said avoid cotton. Because cotton absorb your sweat it will make your clothes wet. Doing sport in wet clothes ain't recommended. Will affect your health later.

Then you finished with shoes and the clothes you are ready to run. But the more you into this sport the more running essentials that you needed. Moreover if you take this hobby into something serious but also something fun.

When you preparing for a marathon sometime you follow some running program or training. And it's good. Because to run a marathon it took a lot of thing to prepare. You better in good shape, good nutrition and good mental for it. You should have a goal. Better in time. Say you want to finish your marathon in 4 hour 10 minutes or 5 hours. Write it down and be commit of it. I'm not agree with goal "Finish Strong" but actually they are in pain when they finished the marathon. And most of them are never take marathon training seriously.

42.2 km is not a half marathon times two. It's totally different!

During in training the more you do it the more tools that you need. Even for the prevention or for recovery shake.

Along my experience here my some running tools that help me to ready in running:

1. Vaselin Petroleum Jelly
Apply this at the edge of sport bra or the hip or at the area that often gave you "scar" or chaffing during the run (mostly appear in long run).

2. Sun Block
Living in tropical country morning sun sometime can be your best friend or enemy. Too long getting under the sun will make your skin burned. I always go to my banana boat sun block and artistry for my face sun screen.
Both are my fave because they arent greasy in my skin.

3. Running Watch + Heart Rate
I use Garmin FR 220 with heart rate. Running with heart rate will let you know whether your exercise effective or not. Understanding the heart zone will help you if you run in the right zone or not to give maximum effort.

4. Hydration Bottle
This stuff will help you in long run training. The small pocket at this bottle perfect for my gu gel. So while training the hydration also fueling. Most of runners use hydration belt or bag with bladder. But I dont like the bumpy sensation on my hip.

4. Electrolite Tabs
Everyone has different taste. While me love this electrolite tabs. If I dont bring my bottle usually I bougt mineral water and put this electrolite tabs in to it. The black one consist of caffeine. So it will boost up your run.

5. Foam Roller
After a hard training or an effort long run.. Nothing will understand you except this sweet little pipe. Have it and you will love it. Roll up your legs and back after the run and your body is ready to hit the road again.

6. Blue Ice
Mostly I use this if I got bruise from hockey. But when in running usually if I feel something not right in my knee or my shin. So this stuff always in my refrigerator and ready to use whenever I need it.


Well those are my running essentials. What's yours?


xxx
Ello

Friday, September 18, 2015

Long Term Goal

Nah this post wont tell ya about my long term goals and how I supposed to reach it.

One thing that I want to tell you is... I do not have believe in any long term-ish what ever. Long term goal, long distance relation, long term relationship. Bla bla bla.

Where am I in next 5, 7, 8, 10 years later? I mean seriously... Even my plans right now already ruined and you fricking asked me about that?

I even cant dream about my future will be. I even afraid with my future to be honest. 

I dont believe in long term plan. No more. 
And I probably hate it.

When I am planning my future... The failed one keep monstering me all the time. So I quit. I quit being a smart ass.

I just want to live now. I dont believe with my future lately. I lost my confidence about my future but I covered it well. Because humab looove to hearing a good bluffing.

Dont you worry bout it. Well none care actually Ell ;)

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Dopest Month So Far: August 2015

Having a rough experience on the early year and almost decided it will be a suckest year ever.

But on last August.. I did enjoy every single time of it. :)

First.
Badass mountain I ever climb. Rinjani

And what makes it more fun.. Climbed it your mega best friends in the world. 

Second.
Got prize for a race! Yaayyy..
I was rank 10th for 10K race just a week before my marathon. Hahaha sick!
Rank 10

Third.
Finished my 2nd marathon faster than my target!
Dope medal huh?

That was my top 3 moment in 2015 so far. Yaaayyy :D

And I feel life much getting better lately. I hope I wont forget how grateful I am lately. Thank you Allah for EVERYTHING!! Ok I must stop before I start crying :p

Xxx
Ello

Saturday, September 12, 2015

It Paid Off Man!

Ok.. Ive just finished cleaning my closet for almost 2 hours. And glad that I decided throw all my "rare to wear" clothes. Aftet that I have no mood for buying new clothes again. 

Alsooo.. I have a loooott off jersey from hockey and a loooott off running clothes from some race. And now I have two boxes. One for hockey and one for running. Pheewww. 

Well back to two weeks ago at the end of  August I just finished my official marathon. Proudly said that I am marathon finisher with sub 4:30 time. I finished my 2nd Bali Marathon in 4 hours 23 minutes 37 seconds. Heheh.. Compare to my 1st marathon I was finished at 5 hours 7 minutes ish. 

For this marathon I took some coaching from my previous running coach from runiversity by indo runners. His name is Budi. He mentoring me during the training and always pushing me to give more along the program. 

Every week I ran interval twice at night and long run in every Sunday morning. But sometime I still keep practice hockey to keep tune up with the hockey skill. 

The training was super exhausted. I knew the marathon training wasnt easy, it need a commitment. And from the earlier I already set to finished the marathon at 4:30 minutes. From the beginning not pretty sure. But my 10k keep showing improvement. So it boost my confidence a little. 

On the race day I tried to prepare everything. Fueling and hydration and everything. Counting the split time so I can manage my energy. At the first 20km everything was on target. Well actually I managed to run at pace 5:40-5:58. Nailed the first hill. But after the 2nd hill at   28-30km ish my legs feel sore. Feel something wrong on my left foot. The sock not on the right place. Also the cramp hitted my knee. But when I found nearest water station and got iced at my right knee it much much better. But the pace started slow down. Luckily still on my target. Deep inside my heart I wish that I could finish 4:15:00 but my cramp was on again :|.

But finished faster than my target was really shocked me. I was about to cry since I can believe that I made it. The sacrifice, sweat, tears and everything already paid off when I entered the finish line. You maybe never understand the joy of it but I wont stop after this. 


The time probably not as good as the athletic athlete. Well once again as an avid runner who just took a deep consideration in running this finished time showed everything. And I can do more better than this if I want and determined.

Funny thing was when my mom asked me about the race. She asked "did I win?" And I said "no..." She cheered me and said "it is ok.. Keep the spirit on" sooo that's mean an approval for still  running? :D

Xxx
Ello