So couple weeks ago I ever read a thread on twitter about autism.
That actually autism can be detected since the pregnancy.
And the doctor who made the thread said one of the way to avoid autism baby that you should pregnant before 35 years old.
I was frozen when read that.
So that's it... end of my era. I wont be married and having any baby either. None will ever want me fo~reva.
What did I do wrong at the past until god really really hate me. Is saying sorry aint enough?
How could you change when none tell you that you did mistake?
Why I have to be a human?
Why can I be a cat? They are cute and everyone love them.
Well gotta get use with another failure and disappointment in life. Maybe this is my path.
Forever a failure ehehe.
brb... about to cry
