I wonder

It almost like 5 MONTHS!! Am not going to the beach! I told ya many times how I wanna go and play with beach. Swimming in the sea. But this feeling I can't resist anymore T_T

Wait. But first really sorry if this blog become a my diary. Well since am officially single writing is my other way to share my mind and my problem. And also my stress release. You know... Almost all of my best friends already married and busy with their own life I feel like I will disturbing them if I keep telling my boring story, same problems and also feel we already have different life.

Well life goes on!

Super tired lately. With my hockey schedule plus I join the running class with coach from my company, like almost everyday I have physical exercise. 

Tired but happy.

But I dont know sometimes right know I feel like becoming a lazy and boring person. I can't or difficult for me to start a conversation. I prefer to keep in silent and just wait of other to start.

I know that is not me at all. 

In current feeling usually I feel...

Tired

Weird

Tired

Happy

Sleepy

Hungry

Bored

Bored

Happy

Need hug and tell me that everything gonna be ok.

And a kiss wont be mind :p

Nite nite 

Xxx

Oh Runny Nose

One thing that I hate when in rainy season. I often get flu very easily. Since I ride my scooter like almost everyday in this polluted city. 

So this is flu already super annoying.

1st I cant run in Salak Trail Run last week. 

2nd I cant play in maximum effort at this afternoon game. 

This runny nose really upsetting me.

So please get well soon body. I have long way to go for hockey practice and now I just get invited from my office to have running train. 

Need a healthy body soon.

A Worst Birthday Getaway

Well well.. Actually last Saturday I already planned to joined trail run at Mt. Salak. But on Thursday night I felt unwell and turned to be a cold and fever. Even on Friday I was not coming to office to make my self better and ready for the trail run. Or if I cant run I planned just only watch the run and enjoy the view.

But oooh gosh! My head was suuperrr dizzy. My body temperature was rising again. And already pursued my friend also insist him just came to the race by train from Jakarta!

Oh man am really sorry Hardy! I felt so bad that I forgot to tell you that my fever get worst.

I just really wish that race will be my special getaway since last Thursday isy birthday so I just want to have fun on that trail race. 

But plan is only a plan. Pffftt.

On Saturday afternoon after feel slightly better I decided to committed to my hockey team. Sooo with still a dizzy head I played with ISCI against LSPR for Jakarta Hockey League.

Well to be honest I felt am not play very well on that game but lucky our oppo had skill below us. So backed up with my solid team we won 14-0. Yeep. Clean sheet. No goalie. Told ya!

Later on after the game we watched Cinderella the movie and I slept over at Tiff's. And on Sunday morning we had brunch at Brownfox Waffle & Coffee. I really love this place. Because it's very quite in the middle of busy roads. The food also nice. And something nice is whenever we order coffee they also give us a glass of water. Dont you feel like "oh my god! You so understand me!!" Lol.

Because usually I need water everytime I drink coffee :p.

After that me and Tiff spent a whole day at KemVil for shopping and window shopping hehehehe.

Supposed to had weekend getaway turned out be a chill time.

And just because of that I was wonder when I will went to Solo Trip again. Hmmmpp. And where will I go... Hhmmmpppp.

27 minutes left before leaving 26

I had a wonderful year on my 26 years old. 

I met many awesome people lately who keep me inspired.

I visited many wonderful places.

I share many laugh, memories, experiences and knowledge.

I developed my skill.

I was in love in beautiful heart.

Also was broken hearted wisely. Heheheheh.

Was a wonderful year. Am in peak moment. I tho.

Now... Well actually am not really sure what will hapenned next. 

Am in dark. Nothing grey anymore. But completely dark. 

So before leaving my 26 years old. May I skip tomorrow... Please.