Wohooo Happy 2026!!
Congratulations because we made it to this year at least! Let’s embrace the new same old sh*t and new drama. LOL….
But it’s not official to a new year before you doing a reflection about what I did in last year (2025). It was an amazing year if I could say. I was clueless at the beginning of the year for what to do in my life but with the same spirit which is LETS LEAVE THIS FRIGGING COUNTRY!
But turned out it wasn’t easy :(
Last year I was quitting to open Linkedin for few months after so many let down. I was applied to many jobs opportunities, looking for a better life but the only thing that I could get is always a rejection. So yeah that was sting a lot. I was thought maybe am too old for looking a job. But somehow I still believe I could get a job in other country someday to get a better life!
So yeah I was contacted by headhunter about an opportunity at Red Bull Indonesia, I passed the HR APAC Interview which was from Australia team. But not made it to the next round. The user preferred someone has same background with her (FMCG) when the title is Sport Activation… Welll ok. Maybe not my time yet.
And then I just continued with my life and focusing with the CCC my second attempt! I have very low expectations with this race because I know my limitation was my time to did long run on trail. But Alhamdulillah I made it!
I also coach some new trail runners and it was made me realize I do love coaching! Planning the program, discussing about the program and their result in running. I was soo happy that they finally made it to finish line with happy and some of them finish above the target! Or maybe I was too easy too them eh.. lol
I was thinking to do resignation after one of my projects in 2025 because I felt so exhausted and sad. But the manager refused and retained me. So I still stay.. Hopefully this year will be some great opportunity from other country.
Later on at the end of the year I have some family argument and then I decided to moving out from my home. So now I live in small studio with Kinan 🐈. Almost three months now so far my life feels quite and peaceful. It was costly but hopefully it will worthy to my sanity.
Still single AF and by that means already a decade not having any man in my life! was dating someone but mehhh.. man lately just wanna have pleasure instead of connection. Sooo tired with dating apps. Definitely not for me…
So what I aimed for 2026? Why suddenly I feel want to write again and pouring everything in my head my heart.
Becauseeee.. I feel writing in this blog make me feel I have something that I want to pursue. Maybe I will start to write once a week or once a day about my gratitude that I should realize. Maybe I should start to manifest my life in this blog and being brutally honest about it.
Actually my wish are quite simple but maybe it was too simple so lack of descriptions or detail. Lets hope in 2026 I can relocate to Bangkok or another country which english speaking so I dont need obtain any certification in other languange. Just being a basic employee was totally fineee. Getting a simple life but I still manage my passion in running. And I dont know why my colleagues think this passion is restricted me to growing, while I made the company is growing with my passion. yet I was an “ok” employee… heheh.
Hmm what else… Maybe this year I want to learn about women nutrition and physiology in endurance sports. Because as a woman I still figuring myself out when preparing myself for ultra running.
Forget about love because it was so easier to do Hyrox! Speaking about Hyrox I will do my first Hyrox next week at Osaka, Japan!
So excited and I always love back to Japan after last year was my first time visitng Japan and it wasss soooo memorable. I love the country so much!
Ok next post maybe I will talked about my Hyrox experience or Japan trip!
Au revoir - maybe I should consider to seriously learn french!
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