Self Isolation Activity

I can be really good when doing nothing for couple of days. But when it tooooo much I can be so frustrated as well. Hehehhe. Most of us doing the self isolation also social distancing. We dont do hang out with our friends. Not running or cycling in group. Even going out for groceries can be feel paranoid as well.

I heard many company did the lay off to the employees and creating many unemployment. That's soo horrible. Since ramadhan will coming soon and the need to fulfill your basic necessity can be frustrating. Some cities doing the lockdown to avoid people enter their city, in the sake of to stop the pandemic. While the people who jobless because of this pandemic try to return to their home because living in the city will burden them financially. This is world issue... almost every country in the world has this issue. 

My office not apply WFH to all their employee (yet) but we work shiftly. 2/3 days work and 2/3 days WFH. I worked in the part of event activity.. which most of schedule for events were canceled. This March I supposedly have busy weekend. But since all the activity stop and canceled until this pandemic over, I have to find out what kind activity that we can do during this situation. Yea the business has to be still on... kalau tida bagaimana aku bisa kerja dan bergaji? :'(.

So during this pandemic tbh my work really not productive. Because based on all the planned everything is messed up. And it was disappointing me. I need time to rethink again find another solution and find a way to keep everything inline.

By far the way I think usually I did sport. The only time that I can use my moment to think and sometime I found idea. First thing in the morning the only thought I was hoping is a good news about the pandemic. Really wish that it will over very soon. Try to find the mood to move and being active. Figuring out whether my race will still on or canceled. Also hoping that my job still there. The anxiety is soooo damn high. Since no one know about what will happen next. 

Watching Netflix, calling out my friend, avoiding people that supposedly not to contact, day dreaming to what to do after this shite thing done, and go back to sleep. 

So damn boring.... I try to be creative but still figuring out what I want to do. Want to add some skill but I still dont know what I want to learn.

I even try to read a book but still hard to stay focus to read. 

I think because of the anxiety and the fear to missing out what happened out there.

I need some lil encouragement to do something more value during this situation. 

Hope everyone in the safe condition right now.

Take care please.

x.o.x.o

Ello